I have never been able
to answer confidently that red or yellow or any color as being the one that resonates as my favorite.
Up until this month
my favorite color
has honestly been:
All of the colors, bitches.
I want all of the mf colors.
Who needs to have a favorite.
Last month someone asked
what's your favorite color?
I replied red.
It's the color of love.
I had hoped that you would
observe the pattern that red
would begin to play in your life.
I know it was a fruitless act.
Now, patterns
I recognize.
My mind has been conditioned
to observe patterns that repeat.
They are all around us.
I like to think of them as the universe
I know we possess millions of data a second, minute, day.
and
it's easy to mistake randon sightings of something more than a few times
As the universe's presence.
But I am happier with my faith.
It's just the way I live.
So,
after that conversation
I began to notice the color
of Emerald Green.
It's such a beautiful color.
The color of money.
The color of success.
December is a perfect time
to believe in Mathmatical Theories.
To recognize patterns as they appear
in your mundane life.
Each time I go looking for a connection
the universe whispers in a wisdom
that I trust.
You are finished.
You can move on knowing you tried
even though you lied.
I am not in love with the person who sees romantice red.
I wanted to wish upon that star
But stars are to bright
they burn you up.
The Universe just showed you a more honest way.